Dec 26, 2010

All I Need is Only You to My Everything.

If everyone are dying to find a peaceful place to go, a home to live, a warm weather to feel, a good sleep, a comfortable seat to sit, a great song to listen, a good book to read, a great potrait to hang on my room's wall, a sweet moment to remember, a perfect life and a true love.

But not me cause I already have you.
But why you?
Let's see (:

-I've never seen any peaceful place to go other than your heart cause every time I feel your heart, I can feel the peace inside of yours that never failed touching mine.
And that's the only thing that could kiss away my problems and put a smile on my face.

-And when I'm lost on finding a home for my self, all I have to do is remember you cause you keep reminding me that you will always have a place in your heart that I can call home and make me feel safe.

-I don't need a warm weather if I got you cause you can keep me warmer more than I need as long as you never stop holding my hand.
So please, never leave.

-When I close my eyes at night, I'll see you lying beside me and when I open my eyes in the morning, I can still see you staring at me and give me a morning kiss.
I guess that's the reason why I never found my self having a bad sleep cause you never leave me alone even in my dreams.

-I only can find my self a comfortable seat when you sit beside me while hugging me and show me your best smile cause seeing you smile and having you beside me will always make me comfortable.

-I also got my own fav song and you were the one who gave it to me.
It's your voice, the most lovely song I've ever heard and I don't need other song to make me smile as long as I still can hear your voice.

-I have loads books but I only got one fav book that never bored me even if I read the same thing many times and it's my diary cause it's all abt you from the first page till the last page.

-And I would only choose one potrait for my room and that potrait is a potrait of your face cause I want to remember every inch of your sweet face.
The face of guy that I really deadly in love.

-And my only sweet moment is when you came into my life and I found your heart sticking to mine cause trust me without you there will be no sweet moment exist.

-A perfect life to me is to live my life with you, the one I love and even if I got everything, it still nothing to me cause for me you are my truly everything and without you, I might be end up my self just like everyone.


My love, maybe I can list down thousands reasons why I chose you but I could never find any perfect right words to tell you how much I love you.
Trust me, I might give up on everything but I would never give up on you cause you are my everything and where ever you may go, I'll always be with you.
I love you more than I can show (:

***You might think Im crazy and weird but have you think abt the person who changed me from a stonehearted girl into sweetsugar girl? Ask your heart, you got the answer. Heart never lies, boy (:

Ara Dcruz <3

A Love Letter To Someone I Loved

Boy, I only can swear with my own soul on this one thing,
the only thing that I can really hold onto and it would never be broken.

Where ever I go as long as I have you with me,
holding my hand and keep my heart warm.
Then there is nothing could ever stop us reaching and seeing our heaven.
Because in heaven there is no pain, sorrow and no goodbyes. Only love, a true beautiful love.

So please let me paint your world with beautiful memories as much as I could.
And let me build you a stairway to heaven because our love is not a ordinary love,
but it is a love that cannot be diminished even by death.

So if I have to go first,
dont worry and dont cry,
because I will always waiting for no matter how long it takes.
But if you have to leave first, please wait for me.

Will you?

We will meet in heaven and create our love story perfectly again with no ending.

I love you infinity (:

With Loves,
Ara D'cruz xxx


*What? Do you think only you can write love letter eh?
I also can mahh, HAHA.
Sorry for being too sweet and dramatic this morning.
Too much sugar, I guess?

Oh anyway, to all PMR's student. Good luck to you guys and ignore those dummies who say ths "PMR je, chill lah!".
Chill your ass lah, dont you know that if you passed straight A in PMR you can further your studies in overseas such as in Australia, Russia, Japan or Egypt? Or get into college and be at the same level with students that 5-8 years older than you? And while those SPM's students sitting their papers, you already got your farging Diploma? If you take your education seriously, you will have a brighter future in every step you take.
As long as you never give up.
It might be hard for you now but everything you do now, your future will pay you back. So its up to you to decide the best for your self.
Sometimes bad things can bring us good things.
Stay tough buddies (:

-Me, another 15years old girl who's in stage4 now.

Ara Dcruz xxx

One True Love

Sentimentalism or in other words, romantic longing, makes it self known most often under the guise of love. For example, as we will explore in the following sentences, the romantic nationalist claim to love their country for which reason they are hostile or even aggressive towards other nations. Or we may consider a young man inlove with a girl which he turns into the sole focus of his life.
What leads him to write her poetry saying "I love you" and become obsessed with her to the point of suicide and infact to divinise her is the nation of love.

As for the majority of people, they think that every emotion to which the name of love is ascribed is virtuous, pure and even holy. That examples of romantic longing such as what we have mentioned above are perfectly acceptable.

Love is indeed a wonderful emotion accorded to humanity by God but its important to distinguish whether that love is real or not and to consider who its directed to and what sentiments its founded on.


Such investigation should make apparent the difference between a sentimentalism that leads to perverse love and real love as revealed to us by God in the Qu'ran. These issues we will examine in here. But first, by way of preliminary information, let us give the meaning of love as it is found in the Qu'ran.

According to the Qu'ran, love is to be shown to those who deserve it. Those who dont deserve it are not be loved. We are even to distance ourselves from them emotionally or atleast to not feel inclined towards them. But those who deserve love, deserve it because of their virtue. The only being who deserves absolute love is God, who created all of us. God brought us into existence, proffered us with countless blessings we enjoy, showed us the way and promised us everlasting paradise. He helps us out of every anxiety and graciously hears our call. Its He who feeds us until we are satisfied, cures us when we are Ill and then restores our spirit.
His love towards us all way bigger than what we have for Him. The only one, Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku.

And that is what I mean by True Love.

~Will be cont (:

Love, Lies, Life (:

Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?
Saying something and wishing you hadnt?
Or saying nothing and wishing you had?

I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say.
Dont be afraid to tell someone you love them.
If you do, they might break your heart.
If you dont, you might break theirs.

Have you ever decides whom it likes and whom it doesnt.
You cant tell your heart what to do. It doest it on its own, when you least suspect it or even when you dont want it to.

Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had but that other person was too afraid to let you?

Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much, for fear that other person does not care as much or even at all.

Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?

We tell lies when we are afraid, afraid of what we dont know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us.
But everytime we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger.
Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump.
Dont be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done or could have had.

-Ask yourself this,

*What would you do if everytime you fell inlove you had to say goodbye?

*What would you do if your bestfriend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? (Even if you dont care anymore)

*What would you do if you never got the chance to say I am friends with all of my family and they know I love them?

People live but people die.
So speak the truth and throw away the lies.
Open your heart and free your mind.
Look up to everyone, respect everyone, cherish everyone, and care about everyone (:

-Ara D'cruz

Women & Men

This is what Ive learnt and read from Barbara & Prof. Allan's book.
I dint copy it but Im just sharing my own opinion,advices,reason why Im saying this.
I have loads more to share and if you guys want to know more, just tell me (:
It's a good book by the way. You guys should really get it.

Women might be loser in finding the right person for them self unlike men but one thing that men will never can do is smell lies from their partners like a women. But we all have to realise that we all are standing in a circle of life and fact as in this words "You'll get what you want and I'll get what I want" or in another words men will give love but women must give their pride, women need LOVE and men need SEX. Women waste their time to know what their lovers like and dont like while men waste their time cheating and flirting with another woman. Why? Its nature, women are serious and men are easy. As what we can see nowdays, in relationship women understands men more than men do cause women only have one reason to be in relationship which is TO BE LOVED and men only go for one reason which is FUN till they get real matured. Well that explains loads right? Women grows and get mature faster than Men. So women, beware sweetalkers are around us. Think and act like a smart matured woman with a pride. (:

-Ara D'cruz

Dec 10, 2010

Love and Lie

Yesterday, you makes me smile and happy.
Today, Im still crying and sad after knowing that your words yesterday was just a lie.
And why I still could be in love with you after all you've did to me?
It's killing me and breaking me slowly now. It hurts and you will never know.

Dec 5, 2010

Real Souls and Angels - Kisses, Hugs, Tears, Smiles, Happiness, Sadness ^^

Are you guys talking about souls and angels?
Here's mine <333
Extraordinary amazingly awesome BEST FRIENDS FOREVER <333

-Andrew De Cruz *Andy
-Putri Nur Natasha Bt Saiful Rizla *Natt
-Wan Haziq Hilmi B Wan Zainuddin *Ajiq
-Afifudin Affandi *Afif
-Zamil Syaheer *Zam
-Nazzy Ashraf *Nazz

There's no annoying orange without Andrew, no bunny funny face without Natt, no mister "I-dont-know-what-the-hell-Im-talking-about" without you Ajiq, no nerd bisul or scientist without Afif and no best drifter without Zamil, no so-called-korean-hair without Nazz. There will be no cool awesome and amazing stuff without you guys.

Im nothing without you guys <333

LOL *Lots Of Loves,

Little Monster, Ara Dcruz

Family (:

Look at this lady, She was the one who brought me into this world.
I love you mummy, you're the best mummy in the world and trust me mummy. There's no one can be just like you. Your sweetness and thanks for teaching me how to cook till my fiends loved it and they said it reminds of their mum's cook. Thanks for teaching me how to sew, painting and much more. And thanks for believe in me. Ive changed mummy and its all because of you.
I love you with all my heart and soul, Noor Isha Bt Dato Tahir <333

Aww, and this lil panda, my cutie lil sister. the tallest in family- Amanda Dcruz

And the most crazy Aunty, I love you so much more- Yinnie Joey

And lots of loves for my Lovely Aunty- Narl Joey (:

Special thanks to my pretty young lady grandma- Elma Jaamil (:

Loads thanks for always supporting me all and never give up on changing me to be somebody. I love you guys <3